so dance on tuesday was soo HOT omg i thought i was gonna die!! but it was still fun... rose's car was awesome and it was even better cause karla thought it was Bushy!! lol but yea bushy is def not a nice girl lol well after we danced for like 10 years we went to renees house!! omg it was soo fun we had pizza dip and strawberry drinks lol and we went in the hot tub... we talked and it was cool cause it was just me Bushy cam kayla and renee and like the 5 of us never hang out w/ just us and it was cool... i liked it and me and bushy decided we are gonna do a duet!! whooo.. then sam and bailey and cheryl came after they were done w/ RJ's video thing but i was tired out by the time they got there so i wasnt much fun lol i was actually kinda pissy lol oops... sorry i was sooo tired!! well it was fun and today we have a run thru w/ costumes and im already soo hot!! and honestly i kinda wanna kill someone already ..Liz:im gonna slit her throat(making a action that would never slit neones throat) lol well.. its ok

OK so... im super confused w/ alot of things and i cant even ask him about it cause well he is sick and doesnt talk to me ever ... but i cant even get mad at him ... danielle is right i do what he wants when he wants it i dont even know why!! im so gay!! and its not like we wont still be friends lol but.. idk its so wierd!! he prolly isnt goin to FL w/ us neways cuase he is sick so... idk what i have to worry about casue it will go back to normal we will talk when we see eachother at church or at sarahs and we will always say we will hang out but never really do!

im so excited to teach at Bev;s next year casue i really just wanna teach by myself and see how it goes and see if it something i wanna do 4 the rest of my life or... if i need to find a new hobbie lol..

the recital tape is not as much fun as i thought it would be... cause ive seen it all so much neways... i watched it like once and that was it...

FL is like in a week sooo excited!!!!!!!!!!!! P.s i havent showered in soo long i need to do that today lol